Merry Little Christmas

Christmas 🎄 feel wasn't strong this year. Where I don't even have a little Christmas tree on my desk, or my little Christmas socks from childhood. But still, some accompaniments through the day and night, and some little give exchange. 💝

20190428

2019年4月28。沒想到那是我們最後一次的碰面。從此各奔東西。大家也有了大家從新的生活。從新的夥伴。緣分就這樣畫上了句點。只剩回憶。

和我一起

我想， 和我一起過日子的

要不也會變神經病

要不能變得很強大

要不沒有選擇

我記得

那時的沒有人要

Good Morning

The first thing and the last thing to do.

Can a not established connection be established?

好想你

离开那精彩无比却又痛苦无比的过去。。。找回妳，看见你这些年的消息还是好怀念那些过去的日子。那些我已无法拥有的日子。鼓起勇气，加了妳。那些年照顾我的妳。每个2月9号想起却不去和妳说声生日快乐。最终还是加了妳。妳，还是一样吗？

New Birthday

Whatever story behind, I'm really grateful I have people there for me. Thank you.

Fragile

I said that I was fragile.

But nobody seem to care.

失眠惊醒空洞

妳说的对，我难过了，妈妈也陪我一起失眠了。

即使她不知道发生什么事，还是陪我失眠了

每个知道我的脆弱又如何

自己的幸福当然优先考虑

咖啡香

咖啡香

想你的滋味

全新？心呢？

大家都有了自己的新生活。

我呢？

嗯，全新的工作，全新的住处，全新的一切。

心，却在哪里？

When I believe

What connection had we bond.

We've only met once.

But it really hurts to lose you. 

And I hate that.

Guess I really believe. 

You will bark me my whole life.

And so, it's hurts to see, it's not the truth.

And you were so ok for my absense.

反正孤独

为了不想要的生活

身不由己

反正孤独，反正心没有可参与的~精彩~

To shuuh me away

It's very easy to shuuh me away.
Just stop texting me for a day or two,
Stop showing that you care,
And that's more than enough for me to be broken and hide myself from the world.