心灰意冷

被 skip 多了真的会心死的
习惯突然变了, 不能问, 也不能难过, 心都灰了。

I'm sorry that i fear

I'm sorry for having so many nightmares.
I'm sorry you didn't have a beautiful life.
I'm sorry that you are born.
I'm sorry that you have to go through all this.

and I'm sorry for being afraid of you.
that i dare not hug you when I'm in fear.
that i fear u push me away again and again.
that i begin to fear to try to communicate.

是真的。

当一个个部门去所取签名之时, 离开的日子再靠近一步。放弃所拥有的保护, 再从新获得。。。

陌生的自己

我离职了? 我恋爱了?

突然这一刻的我, 回想这种种步伐, 突然对自己有种莫名的陌生感。