我認識的妳，還一樣嗎？

我在尋找妳的影子嗎？
每一個妳的好，
總會出現打擾我，
讓我更恨自己，
怎能把妳給丟失了。

可都這麼久了，
也許我認識的你也變了。

For that someone to grow up

I still remember so clearly.
That you said you will wait for me.
I still remember so clearly.
At one of your post you've wrote,
You'll wait for that someone to grow up.

But, still, you left me.
Of all the storm that hits,
You're the first gone in my sight.
And I still keep thinking in my current life,
If you were here, you will be here for me.
And can you share more for me to be there too?
Your silence always scares me.
I don't know what are you thinking.
And what should i do.

And finally, your silence remains forever.

Silence all these years.
Not only.

經歷憂鬱患者的關懷

最終
那些不放棄關心你的人
並不是身邊的人

而是
曾經歷憂鬱
然而活過來的人

吵。不散

人家說，對的人是吵不散的。
對的人， 真的存在嗎？

夢。假的。真的。

一場又一場的噩夢。
少不了你的殘忍。

Of all your friends who were here for me

Of all the stupid things I have done.
I have lost you.
And all of me.
And
All the others
That were precious too.

I always think that you've move on.
I believe you did.
But I wish you didn't.
And I wish all your friends who were here to comfort me, was here from your wish.
But it wasn't.
You weren't in my present life.
And that's the only truth.
And
What am I doing?

I'm born to be ignore

My past relationship has grown me some fobia. It haunted me in every single way.

I'm born to be ignore.
People will disappear.
And so such experience grown into believes
and believes grown into reality.

You must have think, ridiculous, how glad you left me.

Or in some way of physcology says, such believes exist long before you knew it.
And so such relationship appear.
It's a projection what's inside you.