I'm born to be ignore

My past relationship has grown me some fobia. It haunted me in every single way.

I'm born to be ignore.
People will disappear.
And so such experience grown into believes
and believes grown into reality.

You must have think, ridiculous, how glad you left me.

Or in some way of physcology says, such believes exist long before you knew it.
And so such relationship appear.
It's a projection what's inside you.